Mother or Monster?
The headline asks a question, but the implication is clear.
The subject of monsters often leads us to humanity’s deviance, and in this novel, it’s the implication that former child actress Ryan Flannigan’s mother, Fiona, may have involved her daughter in sordid things in the1970’s. This pretty girl was eleven years old (with the face of a woman and the body of a child), when Henri Dubois (beloved father figure to Ryan) took a photograph of her titled Blackout. A ‘powerful, dangerous’ one, as it turned out. What disturbs the most, is that the never seen before portrait has been found, present day, in the hands of a billionaire pedophile and trafficker of young girls, shockingly signed by her mother with a cryptic inscription. What may have been artistic and precocious then, is suspect now. Ryan lives in Vermont, away from all the fame that threatened to swallow her long ago. She is no longer the erotic symbol of fantasies that made her famous, nor is she prisoner of her mother’s needs, demands and hunger for fame. Instead, she is happily raising her daughter without her mother’s influence, in a sense, her mother has become a fiction. She had to disconnect from Fiona, all the coaching, from the abyss of need that summed her up and suffocated Ryan.
Fiona gave birth to Ryan in Vermont at Lost River, a compound built as a summer respite for actors working in the city and for aspiring actors, like her mother who never left, by a former stage actress and her director husband. Acting with the River Kids came naturally, a birthright for Ryan, a seasonal family she grew up with, but her mother’s longing for lead roles inspired her to move them to New York City. Fiona wanted better parts, the right place to audition was in the city, but it was Ryan who was discovered. Fiona needed attention, while she channeled her energy into Ryan’s career, it wasn’t without jealousy, envy. Her parenting was haphazard and as Ryan sinks back into her past, we begin to understand why she trusted and loved Henri so dearly. The novel makes you ponder the meaning of exploitation and parental boundaries. The damage that being partners, pals instead of mother and child manifests through the years, affecting Ryan’s own hopes and fears for her talented daughter. With the headline forcing her out of the shadows, she must comb through her memories, and the relationship she had with both her mother and Henri. What did she miss? Her mother was always theatrical, and that hasn’t changed. Fiona has always claimed she sacrificed for her daughter, never failing to make Ryan feel guilty for outshining her. Was she the ‘good mother’ she presented herself as? What did Ryan’s rise to fame cost? How did her mother know the monster? In her memory, she was the one taking care of Fiona, financially and emotionally. She could never settle into the pride of her accomplishments, facing her mother’s severe barbs and inconsistencies. She wasn’t protected, and her mother’s own needs always left her wrecked but could Fiona have truly been connected to someone so vile? Is she ready to discover the truth?
You only must look at famous child stars to see there aren’t many out there whose parents didn’t sell them out for money and attention. Somehow there are those who make it out stronger for it, others who are left flailing. Expectations are a heavy burden for children, more so in the limelight. Pick any decade, you will find a fame hungry parent somewhere, I don’t care if it’s for performing arts, sports, or intellectual pursuits, someone is being pushed to live mom and pops dead dreams. Here is a glimpse of the incentives that lure such parents into living through their children, at any cost. Also, a tale of the hunger for love and family as well as who controls the narrative and what it does to innocent people. T. Greenwood never fails to deliver. This novel would make for interesting discussions at reading groups.
Publication Date: October 25, 2022
Kensington